Welcome to my prison ministry chronicle vol 1 entry 6

6th journal entry written December 26th, 2021.

I am torn in two, I feel split between two worlds, I want to own nothing, but I want to create for the Kingdom of God a business, a ministry. How can I do both? I pray to the Lord to make it obvious for me. I see myself living in the desert just the voice in the desert preaching Jesus but also running a sanctuary company called IHC which I am inspired to start. Should I camp on the plot of land where the first one will be built? I don't know just stuff in my heart. There is school too, theology, preacher, pastor stuff, etc.…Many things, Oh my Lord, recovery support specialist and CNA. I don't even want to check on the trailer number 88, sanctuary 88, but the Lord does move my heart to check on my brothers and sisters and give them a hug, we'll wait on the Lord we'll see what he does.